i’m gonna babble for a bit, bear with me.
So my crush from middle school/high school wants to hang out. And, he’s fkn gorgeous. like, that man is so handsome, it doesn’t make any sense at ALL in the world. I feel like, if he were to touch my hand, I’d have a mini-gasm, just sayin. So yea, he wants to hang out, but i’m slightly apprehensive because he wants sex. There’s nothing wrong with that, who DOESN’T like sex? The problem is, I can’t tell if it’s ALL he wants. I’m not saying I want a relationship with him (I just got out of a relationship, I just wanna coast on life), but I can admit that I’d rather have him fawning over the idea of having sex, than actually having sex (right now at least).
I like the attention. At this point, I want him intrigued and shit, maybe we can go out to a bar, but I don’t want sex…not right now at least, is that bad?
