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live1life:

Mangaia is an island in the south pacific where sexual practices are much different than in the United States. In Mangaia girls are raised and encouraged and sleep with multiple partners. The usual expectation is for a girl to have 3 or 4 boyfriends from the time she is 13 until she is 20. Every woman is taught at a young age how to achieve an orgasm. Males on the other hand are taught at a young age how to bring a female to an orgasm through oral sex. 

i now know where I should have been raised…

and fuck with the lights on. let him see you under these lights. while the TV plays commercials about snuggies and reruns of basketball wives, let him taste you. focus on his attention rather than the clinking of the ceiling fan that usually distracts you from the fact that he is actually diving face first between your biggest insecurities. part of you is so bothered that you haven’t been applying cocoa butter daily to rid yourself of reminders that these stores don’t carry your size and that these magazines want you to feel less about your more. don’t worry, this moment does not belong to them. this moment is yours, own it. allow him to make you shiver in the same ways you wish the world would accept your shake. tell him exactly how you would like it. often, we are afraid to be intentional with what we want for fear that people will think we’re “expecting too much”. you are not. at this size, you are not expecting more than you deserve or any more than your body will allot. so let him hold your stomach as he enters you, do not force his hands to the mattress, keep them right there as they are. place them there if you have to. allow him to grip you between his hands. he knew the woman he wanted when he saw you, and he knows your stomach isn’t flat nor rock hard, but he is no more surprised at your beauty than you are that he noticed. and when he speeds up, do not clinch yourself; breathe. if you didn’t jiggle a bit, he would probably think you weren’t living. but you are alive! more alive now than any other moment. this is climax. this is experience. this is sexual sanctuary. the lights are on, and so are you. be bold. be daring. and fuck in a brightly lit room so he can devour you as you are, and not as he would assume if the lights were off.

I want oral fantasies cuming true
I want to love you, and only you
but I don’t want a relationship
I don’t want to be tied forever to you
together with you?
I’m better than you
I want for us to become tangled in bed sheets
breathing heavily onto each other’s skin
licking wounds from cat fights and love bites
but I don’t want a relationship
I don’t want to wonder where you are
I don’t want to have to ask how you’ve been
I want to open my door
and for you to come in…

iAmLyricz